Monday October 3rd- I still really liked Kelso at this time so I decided I would ask him if he had plans for lunch and I would make him lunch. So I texted him and he said that he didn't have plans but he would be in a lab until 3. I told him that I would make him lunch and that is exactly what I did. I made him Easy Chicken and Cheese Enchilada's, I feel that I did a great job in making them. He told me he would come over to eat before he went to work, Maryna, my roommate, told me that Tj was coming over to study with her. I was a little worried of how that would work out, knowing that he liked me. I started making the enchilada's and Tj came over, I was polite and said "Hi." Kelso came over, it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, but I think it made Tj mad. Later that night Kelso and I went on a walk, a long conversation and holding his hand I realized that I didn't like him as much as I thought I did. I still like him as a friend though, he held my hand and I just didn't feel a connection, I didn't want it. On Thursday I went on a date with Kelso, we went bowling, had hot chocolate and roasted marshmallows. I had a good time, it was fun and I enjoyed the time with Kelso and the other four that went with us. While we were drinking hot chocolate and roasting mallows Kelso put his hand out like he was waiting for me to hold it. I kept to myself and put my hands in my pockets the whole time. He then brought me home and I gave him one hug and kept my head down until after I was safe enough to look up so he wouldn't try kissing me. Friday I went on a date with Tj, I had some fun.. He picked me up and we drove up Cedar Canyon to Duck Creek. It is a very small but cute little town. We ate pizza and when we were finished we drove back down the canyon and took a walk. While on a walk he grabbed my hand and held it. I failed, the whole time we were walking I did my best to keep my hands in my pockets, yeah! The only time I put my hands down he went in for the kill. I didn't want to hold his hand but after he tried so hard I decided I would be nice and hold his hand. Saturday after I got off I asked my roommate Natalie for a boy's number. I texted Riley, the boy's number I got, and told him that I thought he was nice and a cute kid. There is a whole long story with him that doesn't matter. We will just say that he really likes Natalie, Natalie "SAYS" that she isn't interested in him. Later that night Tj texted me after I got off of work and asked me how my day was. I gave him the short one answer questions and he called me out on it. He asked me if I was okay and that my replies were short. I felt like being a snot and said "I'm fine, just tired." So I think he's getting the hint, I do not like him like that. I love Sundays!! I went to the fireside Sunday night, I went by myself, met a new friend Aryanne, and guess who was there... Kelso! He came and asked if he could sit by me, I wasn't going to be rude so I said sure. During the fireside I made a little scavanger hunt for him. On his phone he has the scriptures, so I went through and marked my favorite scriptures. He asked me where all of these scriptures were and I simply said "I guess you'll have to read your scriptures." I started giggling because I thought it was funny. Later that night Tj texted me and asked me if I wanted to do something. I told him no because I was in the process of making plans that didn't include him. I had asked Riley if he wanted to hang out, that whole situation backed fired and bit me right in the butt. I had made cookies and after what happened with Riley, I started eating all of my cookies. I decieded I needed to get out of the apartment, so I took a walk. I love taking walks around campus, I am sad that it is getting cold so I won't be able to do it very much. Monday October 10th I went to FHE, man! When we have stake FHE I love it!! I know this guy named Jared and after we came back and got jackets we went back and sat by him. He is from Vegas and is a very nice guy. While we were chatting another guy came and sat by Jared. This guy that came and sat by Jared, well! I think I want him for my husband!! His name is Seth, he is from right here in Cedar, and he is an absolutely attractive guy! He is very, very cute! As we were talking, Maryna, Seth, Jared and I, a couple of Seth's friends came over and asked if he was going to work the next day or not. He said no and told him that he was feeling the cabin. He invited me and Maryna and Jared to go up to his cabin to roast mallow's and just hang out. Jared said he would go if Maryna and I would go. You guessed it, I couldn't pass up the offer, Maryna, Sara, and I piled into my car and we headed over to Seth's house to hop in with him and his friends to go up to his cabin. Seth being a good lookin' guy has a younger brother that is good lookin' too! When we got up to the cabin Seth started a fire and the night went on. It was so nice to get out of the apartment and do something fun! It was even better getting out of the service range and not having to worry about anything for the little amount of time that we were there. I had so much fun! I am hoping to find a way to get to know both Seth and his little brother better. How I'm going to do that? I have some ideas. :) Last night, Tuesday, Maryna and her, I'm going to call him her boyfriend, boyfriend Steve, Sara, and I went up to Steve's step-mom's cabin and met up with Courtney, Steve's step-brother, and Sio, Steve's good friend. It was fun, we went fishing, had dinner, and watched a movie. Courtney caught a fish and I held it. That was very suprising, I would never usually do that. I then caught a fish, it was bigger than Courtney's! I held it and it started flapping everywhere and I dropped it. It made me sad that I had dropped my prize. Ha ha but, I did get a picture! I am now sitting here needing to get ready for work. I have had my eyes opened up to see that everyday is a gift. In one way or another, the past couple of weeks have been rough but, I have seen the gifts that come with it. I love my life and I am so happy to be where I am at now. I am sure that there will be a spur of the moment gathering tonight with boys or friends or with roommates. Next time I am sure I will have more stories... :)
P.S My picture with my fish will be up soon...
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